The road to hell is paved with good intentions that's a fact. Meaning well doesn't mean ending well.
In my sleep I would listen to solfeggio frequencies and during the day I would listen to motivational audios and videos
Determined not to waste another minute with a “crooked mind “
I was on the hunt to find what would help me the fastest because I was at 30 days and felt smarter but far from aligned still.
Then I learned about writing and its power of course later and I mean years later was it that I truly started to understand the power of writing
I came across a technique called the 55x5 method which is basically writing what you want 55 times for 5 days.
In my head I'm like hell yea finally the cheat code.
I wanted fast results and 5 days was extremely faster than the years i had spent in my hamster wheel of thoughts, and hyper redundancy planning
(or so I thought)
5 days later and nothing lol well something but not what I truly wanted. I wanted to feel better and just knew life had to be more than failed efforts
Even though I kept in my studies and my hard work the progress was far and few if at all
We are about 3 years into this journey at this point but I refuse to give up. I know I deserve the life that I am working so hard for. So now im over her reading trying to manifest, writing till my fingers fall, off listening to any and everything thought would fix my life.
After years of trying so much…
still mo money mo problems
the money up and down
my environment up and down and at this point I'm half bat shit crazy
Juggling goals and dreams with a cluttered and overwhelmed mind the recipe for a breakdown
(or so I thought)
COME BACK TOMORROW FOR PART 3
