Hello to the Publish0xActifit Community! Welcome to my blog. Last night, I felt hurt and tortured. It looked, my body is becoming dead. I shall be dead sooner without feelings. Yeah, someone had broken me a lot. I don't know whether I shall be capable of breathing or I shall choose the other pathway. To select the wrong person is the biggest mistake we made in our life. Any disorder affected only physically but love disorders are immortal that damage your soul and body. It looked, I 'm emotional. Yeah, I 'm emotional today. If you are interested in Sports or other Actifit Activities then you can skip it. I shall do my best to encircle Walking, Photography and running during my thoughts. But there will be surroundings of broken feelings covering these activities.
Like a broken bird, I came outside of the room when I came to know someone to whom I had loved a lot is not loyal to me. I had tears that were evidence of my love. This time, I was able to hide them from my lover. I walked a few kilometres and still my body was not satisfied with it. Actually, I was finding a corner where there will be no one to hear my crying and to see my tears. I want a peaceful corner where I punished myself for taking the wrong tract of love for a person who just played with me. At last, I found this corner inside the clouds at evening time.
My dream Place for expressing broken Feelings
I was satisfied with the place and said to myself, "Aha, I had found a place where I can Burst into tears hiding myself from others" I was sitting there to fight with thousands of thoughts. Most of these thoughts were about my lover. I covered my mouth to stop screaming. In the meantime, my mum stepped in with a dish of Chinese Rice.
Mum's special Dish
I instantly hide the inside battle and pretend everything is okay. I said to my mum, "I am fine mama, I just came here to enjoy the nature and for evening Walk" She left me with advice, "If you are fine here then you can enjoy by eating Mama's best dish" I don't want to take anything but I can't cheat to my mum's words. Hence, I take this dish with two spoons. After each spon of rice that I engulfed, I did my best to engulf many broken feelings. It was not an easy for me. I stood and started running. When we are broken, we should keep ourselves busy in strenuous activities that can help us from stopping dominance of negative thoughts. During my running, I also took that dish of rice with me. ""I shall eat it for the whole night" I said to myself.
I was tired and observed time was moving fast. This was main thing, I want today. I wanted to take time for next day until I can be relaxed after releasing my internal frustration of break up. Luckily, I gazed at sky. The sky gave me good news of stars and moon. Yeah, evening is turned into night.
Starry Night and Moon
Tonight, I felt there was no fatigue or tiresome inside my body either I had run a lot. I was running to hide my internal gap and pain. Although, I wasn't able to remove all broken feelings but I was lucky to keep my body busy in other things. I started the night walk, I walked and walked away from the crowd of Society people. I was bursting into tears. There was dominance of unstoppable tears. I sit in a place where I made sure no one can observe me. I talked a lot to myself. I want to make myself strong. I ate the whole dish of Chinese Rice spoon by spoon. Each spoon relaxed me because it was from my mum's favorite dish. At last, I was lucky when someone had left me alone. My mum is with me, I love you mama. At last, I was able to get rid of feelings. I can see the sunrise. There was a new start of the day. I promised, I shall never invest in myself for love and related things. I promised to focus on my dreams. Thank You God, I 'm still alive and thriving after the night when I was in the hell of broken feelings.
New morning with New start
It is quite natural when we are in relationships with the wrong person we have to face a lot of Panicked conditions. In these conditions, actifit activities are very healthy to save ourselves. Hence when I was fighting with broken feelings, I also did some actifit activities like Photography, Walk and running. I saved myself from brain hemorrhages and heart attacks. This was the report, I want to submit for today. I hope you enjoyed it and learned how we can enjoy actifit activities when we get broken or deceived by anyone. Thanks!
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