Now that you are gone....

Every day, I pick up my pen to rhyme,

But I can’t - the bubble is gone & all is blank in my mind,

I tried to tell myself that it is all going to be fine,

But deep down inside, I am really losing my mind.

Tried to hold it back, but I cannot stop the tears,

I really want to be strong, but I cannot calm my fears,

Though I am surrounded by a lot of 'caring', lesser peers,

I still wonder - "What can fill this void left by you, in coming years?"

I keep staring at the golden 'B', thinking of good old days,

So much earnings - got us feeling like we were high on purple haze,

My life used to be a haven, but now it feels like a maze,

Filled with all these hypocritical 'renewable energy' craze.

Me feels it is so cruel for them to do this,

Methinks its unfair for the BIG MAN to allow this,

I used to think angels lived forever - how come this?

Oh baby, how could they let your breath cease?

Every day with you, life and living was fun,

now I feel numb inside with every second that you are gone,

Trying my best to stay strong, but the days & nights seem long,

And now, I am writing a dirge instead of a love song.

Wish I could give away all the money and have you instead,

Instead of losing you, it would be better if we had temporarily separated,

So, I'd always find a reason to show up at your doorstep,

And get a chance of seeing your face, golden smile, and double-digit step.

Still remember all the stuff we went through together,

the loving, the makeups, and the breakups for whatever,

But through all of that, we always made it through together,

It seemed at that time, we were meant to be together, forever.

You were supposed to get older with me,

Now, it seems you are going to 'forever' without me,

I am writing this letter to ask God - "Why me?"

Now that you have gone down, the tears keep blinding me.

Now that you are gone ….

PS: 

Ever imagine a future without a loved one?

Now try imagining a future without Bitcoin.... a sight for sore eyes